A Snapshot of May

((A SNAPSHOT OF HOW I FELT ON MAY 7TH, 2007))

What is there to say.

I'm sitting here in a bit of a gloom, mostly because the only light bulb in my room just blew and I'm too short and lazy to fix it right now, but also because I continue to feel very lonely.

Every single person in my life that I yern to spend time with, lives far, far away (& not in the magical land of shrek but at least 15-hundred miles from hugging distance)

no, i will not stay and wait
with bated breath
as you take your time in other thoughts and whims
wait til your thoughts casually remember my existence and
juggle with the decision of whether you care enough to call
before the most fleeting distraction wipes the thought from your mind
no, i will not wait
because i'm already gone from your heart
and there's no one left to answer the phone.