Nudity

I think there's more to nudity than just being naked.

Why can't I think when I've got boys on the brain? And it doesn't even need to be anyone I extraordinarly like but just have a crush on. My brain gets fuzzy, I start feeling anxious, my thoughts drift often and I find it nearly impossible to concentrate...
I just need the security of knowing that someone thinks positively of me and could be there for me, even if just as a friend.

I feel naked around crushes, like my thoughts and actions are transparent. I feel like I have huge bushy bangs again and Harry Potter glasses and hairy legs and yellow teeth and a flat chest... you know, just an over all middle school awkwardness. I've actually been getting better about this though, I'm very happy with the way i've been carryig myself lately... but still the feeling creeps up.

Yet often times my crushes end up becoming my best friends, I think that's what I'm really looking for most of all, a good friend in this city where I continue to remain very alone. But I don't want pity, I want to prove that I'm a cool enough cat to hang out with all on my own... And if it doesn't work out that way then it doesn't work out.


Also, per actual Nudity:

I think wearing clothes while alone in your room is unnatural and should be a crime. There should be naked police who come to your house to make sure you comply... I wish, LOL.
But clothes are troublesome and uncomfortable. I miss the days when I was in kindergarden and the first thing i would do when I got home was take off all my clothes and scamper butt naked around the house.

We owe it to our inner child to let our skin breathe free!

Ladies, free your bodies from the straps of bondage that bind your figures daily! Dance naked and imagine how many guys would kill to be looking at you right now. Laugh heartily.